WHY?

Why does everyone think I am so ready?

I don't feel ready?

I talked to my brother tonight and he laughed at me.

He said, "has there ever been a time when you were not ready?"

My boss the other day laughed at me too and said

"You are the most ready person I know. The only reason you don't feel ready is because you never have not been ready." He said something else, I so wish I could remember it, but it didn't make sense.

Oh, my head hurts right now - I AM NOT READY!

On a humorous note, I was at school tonight working on paperwork for the state visit. When I read the criteria that I need to provide staff members with resources on stress management I didn't know whether to LAUGH or CRY! I kept thinking something is wrong with this picture - it's a Friday night, at 8:30, and I'm suppose to give out resources on stress management services? Hmmm!? What to do, what to do? So I googled it and only came up with massage services about 30 miles away. I'm thinking - those prices would only add depression to the stress. So then I found an article about the high burnout rate among preschool teachers and tips for stress management. Let's see - don't procrastinate (to late for that one), don't eat too much (to late for that one also), get plenty of rest (don't think that's going to happen), and don't sweat the small stuff (guess that's my only hope). I know, now some of you are laughing, because I always sweat the small stuff. (maybe that's my problem) Oh, well. I printed it for the staff on Monday. :-) I left at 10:30 and came home to eat some Oreos for supper. :0(